When life gives you lemons, grab a mother f*cking bat and smash the shit out of them!
Why is it that once you feel you are ahead of life, life decides to through an even bigger curve ball? I know that even this happens, I have a blessed life. I tell everyone close to me that I love them and tell them I appreciate them. But no... it's not good enough for Life.
I mean... I know that I have messed up a LOT since I graduated high school. I know you are supposed to make mistakes but I feel like I get corned and have no way out but to make the bad decision. Like 'I know this is stupid, but I have no other choice.'
Really... I just want to finish school, I want to get a job, and I want to one day be with the guy I have a crush on.
Is it THAT difficult?
I look at the goal, and it just seems so farfetched from what is going.
I lie awake at night, I can't sleep. I can't eat, I constantly shake.
I am 23 and I already have a few gray hairs! I can't even afford hair dye.
I am a burden to my family.
Just someone to wrap their arms around and me tell me, it's going to be ok.
It takes just one person-- one person to mess with your life. Big brother is watching... probably even reading this. I can't even joy anything anymore. I live in constant fear, and I do the best I can to hide it behind my pearly white smile.
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